From Kristina: 22 March 2012

My dear James!!!
Will you really be in time to send money before December, 30? Well, I even don’t know what to say. You were my hope. And I believed in you. Well, I understand everything. I will manage something. You know that I want to come there very much. And the most important for me was the meeting with you.
And I don’t know if I ever have a chance to see you. Everything seemed to be perfect and I thought that at last my dream would come true. You know my attitude to you, you know what I feel about you. I feel miserable. But I can’t change anything here.
You know that if I do not pay in time, I will just do not get my visa. Perhaps, you are indifferent to this. I was sure in you and really hoped you would help me. Tell me again will you be able to send me money for a certain period of time for me? Will you have enough time to do it? Can you promise me? You know that I can do it only till March 26.
I have already written you this and I don't know what else to tell you to make you do it. Just tell me yes or no. Will you send me money? I already told you that everything was ready. And that the only thing I have to do is to pay 240 USD for visa. And I will have it for sure. I am waiting for your reply...
I just wanted to let you know that you are a very close person to me. You know I often think of us and think how it is to be close, hold your hand, kiss your face… Sometimes I miss you so much that even feel a body ache. But hope that very soon the waiting will be over and I will be with you at last.
In the evenings I sit down and try to imagine our life. There are so many things that I want to do together. I want to take care of you and to have a true family. It is such a happiness to love and to be loved. And you can’t imagine how happy I am to know that you love me and I love you. When I feel sad, I immediately think of how great it will be to spend time with you. To go shopping together and then to cook in the evening, to watch movies, to go dancing together, to read together, to go out all together.
Please, write me your thoughts on this, how you imagine us together.
Take care.
I need you and I truly hope that you feel the same.
Today I have not sent you my pics.
I hurried up and have forgotten my pics. I shall send next time.
Kristina.