Please, tell me exactly if you have sent me money or not. I have not understood you. I need to know the number (Reference Number) and also your full name if you have sent it. You have not sent me it. So, please, let me know if you did it.
May be pic which I add today prove to you that I am real. I made it yesterday to prove to you that I am real. Hope you remember my nick name? (Kiska). I have written about it in my second letter to you. My friends call me Kiska. I think that you have concerns about me real. I do not lie to you. I am going to get money in WU office or MoneyGram using my passport. If I was not real, I wouldn't be able to get the money!!! Please, understand that I am real! I sent you a copy of my passport in my last letter.
The problem is that I have no time to wait. I have only 7 days for this. Please, understand that next time they may not even take the documents for visa, if they refuse me now. And they will refuse me in this if I do not pay in time. They will just tell me what for I try to get visa for the second time if you have no money. So I am just in hopeless situation. All my thoughts are about one thing now. Then I may not have such a chance again. Your goverment has a limited amount of student visas. And if I miss my chance now, i may not have such a chance again in the future. It is impossible to get another kind of visa. NO one will give me a tourist visa. It is impossible for a single russian lady to get it. I asked about the work visa. It is a very difficult process. And also more expensive one. I don't have a diploma about high education in your country. And the russian one is not valid in your country. The Fiancee visa is a very long process and complicated process. It will take about half a year to make all the paperwork and if they don't see that we do love each other truly they will just refuse in the Embassy. I want to repeat. please, understand - I ask you to lend me money. I understand it is too expensive for a preset.
I understand that 240USD is a big some of money in your country. I don't believe in miracles as I was disappointed many times in this life. You will not loose this money. I will come to your place and will work there. And as soon as I earn I will give you money back.
I’ve been thinking a lot about us yesterday. I have so many feelings and they are so different. My heart aches when I understand that you are far from me. I wish I could lessen the distance between us. I know that I have to be patient and wait. Perhaps, you will think that I am silly but I don’t want to hold it all inside and I want to share my feelings with you. I am emotional person and I want you to see my feelings. Please, understand me. I want to share this with you. I think I am in love with you. Of course, I have to see you in real life and talk to you to be sure. But I have so many emotions about you and I miss you so much. I think about you all the time. I get up with the thoughts about you and I go to bed thinking of you too.
I feel that I want to take care of you, I want to give you all my love. Please, don’t think I am weird. But this is what I feel about you. And I want you to know this. Life goes one. Nothing new happens. I go to work, do different things at home, meet my friends. But any way I do something I think of you.
Please, tell me what you think and feel about me. It is really very important for me and I need to know this.
Kristina.
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